Before I live another second, how can I improve at what I'm doing. My spiritual growth, my faith and other things that orbit my vortex around life. I ask you God to help my family, this is what's on my heart right now... I need mericals Lord I need to see what you can do! I'm sick of just living life for you I want to live my life, sleap, eating, everything for you, but it's hard to do this when I don't see you. From now on my life is going to be you im not going to live it for you but just YOU. YOU are it! I feal sick when I choose to play secular music in my band... and I try to sujest songs but I get shut down Lord open up the hearts and minds to my friends I want to see one day that light that you put in my eyes in their's. Lord guide and protect me, please put your strongest armor on me cause I want to fight in your arm not the army of the worlds!

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Genesis 2:6-8 The Creation of Man
Streams came up from the earth and watered the whole surface of the ground the LORD God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being. Now the LORD God had planted a garden in the east, in Eden; and there he put the man he had formed.

Genesis 2:21-23 The Creation of Woman
So the LORD God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep; and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's ribs and closed up the place with flesh. Then the LORD God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. The man said,
"This is now bone of my bones
and flesh of my flesh;
she shall be called woman,
for she was taken out of man."

Fall is here, hear the yell
back to school, ring the bell
brand new shoes, walking blues
climb the fence, books and pens
I can tell that we're going to be friends

Walk with me, Suzy Lee
through the park and by the tree
we will rest upon the ground
and look at all the bugs we found
safely walk to school without a sound
safely walk to school without a sound

Here we are, no one else
we walked to school all by ourselves
there's dirt on our uniforms
from chasing all the ants and worms
we clean up and now its time to learn
we clean up and now its time to learn

Numbers, letters, learn to spell
nouns, and books, and show and tell
at playtime we will throw the ball
back to class, through the hall
teacher marks our height against the wall
teacher marks our height against the wall

We don't notice any time pass
we don't notice anything
we sit side by side in every class
teacher thinks that I sound funny
but she likes the way you sing

Tonight I'll dream while in my bed
when silly thoughts go through my head
about the bugs and alphabet
and when I wake tommorow I'll bet
that you and I will walk together again
I can tell that we're going to be friends

One day after school I went for a bike ride, I had so many thoughts on my head ( in my little world of daydreaming). Then I hit my head on a tree branch and fell of my bike. So as i was lying on the ground i realized that I can't do two things at once, and that I better just lie there for a bit and get some thoughts of my head. So i got up and was resting against the tree that noked me to the ground and a very small bug was walking along my arm. I had never seen one of these bugs before. ever in my life. It was black and almoste looked like a dwarfed ant.

So after my close studying of the bug i realized all the detail got can put into such a small creature. Just then i saw some people come and relized that I wasn't going to get up but their details in their faces were also quite magnificent. But again as they passed I saw a different group of people, it was four one young man with three young women... but they all were totally diferent. So they passed. and no more people came for about five minutes. But during that time I was gazing at a bush and then a bigger tree and then a full grown pine tree, I nticed all these different creations never looking the same. And from a little black unidentified bug to a full grown pine tree they all have different things about them.

Opening up on raining winds
Shutting down in life content
Sleaping threw the wars of your own
Little plastic army men won't help you now

Wining rains- weather in your life
Don't waste your time and rain over me
Open storms- weather in your life
Don't waste your time and thunder over me

The book of Job is about a man named Job that is tested by the lord. It first starts of by descibing this man, he lives in a town called Uz. Were he has 7 sons and 3 daughters. He owns 7,000 sheep, 3,000 camels, 500 oxen and 500 female donkeys. He is the richest man in all the land. So you can see just from the short description that he has alot riding on his life, and if anything was to be taken away he would know and be crushed by it. So one day satan and God were hanging out and God said

have you noticed a great man named Job, he is blameless -a man of complete integrity.

Then satan answered

Oh yes, you have supplied him with everything he has, his money, his animals, and his 10 loved children, but I'm sure if this was to be all taken away he would surely curse to your name.

God replied,

ok have your way with him, do what ever you want with him just don't hurt him personally.

So the next day satan sent men to go to his house. The first man reported that his oxen were killed by a Sabean raid, the second man said his sheep were burned up from the fire of God, the third man said his camels were killed by three bands of Chaldean riders, and the final man said that a powerful wind blew over one of his son's house when all his children were in the building having dinner and they all died. After all this he tore his robe and cried,

I came naked from my mother's womb,
and I will be naked when I leave.
The Lord gave me what I had,
and the Lord has taken it away.
Praise the name of the Lord!

So the next time you think you have nothing and everything is going wrong still think of all the stuff you are blessed with, don't wate untill you actually do have nothing.

It makes no sense. God´s Son had stepped into time to become one of us. But surely not to be spat upon, laughed at, tortured and die. Jesus chose to let go of the majesty, glory and power that were his in heaven. He chose to put on flesh and blood - flesh that could be torn apart and blood that could be spilled. But why? For love

(John 3:16). 16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[f] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.

Reckless, passionate, unreasonable love. And undignified worshippers live and love without reservation because they have received so lavish a love as this. No price is too steep. No treasure is too precious. No call is too much. Undignified worshippers see the unreserved and passionate love that Christ displayed on Calvary - a love that doesn´t make sense, but cost Him everything. And, standing in the light and safety of that love, they worship with an abandon that says there is nothing I have, nothing I know, and nothing that I am that I´m unwilling to part with for the Lord´s renown.

39 But I say, don't resist an evil person! If you are slapped on the right cheek, turn the other, too. 40 If you are ordered to court and your shirt is taken from you, give your coat, too. 41 If a soldier demands that you carry his gear for a mile,[m] carry it two miles. 42 Give to those who ask, and don't turn away from those who want to borrow.

This is Jesus teaching the people about 'Revenge'. When Jesus said "If you are slapped on the right cheek, turn the other, too." It means when you get slapped the first time, it means that the person that slapped you is better then you (of a higher ranking), but when you turn your other cheek it is telling him, No we are equal you are no better than me.

In verse 41 Jesus said "If a soldier demands that you carry his gear for a mile, carry it two miles." This means when he asks you to carry his gear the first mile you are made to do it for him, (as a slave, doign everything he asks) but if you were to do it for two miles you could say to him, No I did it for you.(out of willing heart, or revenge)